Thursday, August 26, 2010

I've got a tight grip on reality but I can't let go



so my aunt Sue took this a few weeks ago and she just sent it to me. awesome right?

anyways, the rest of the phrase actually goes "let go of whats in front of me here" (Paramore- The Only Exception) but the song as a whole doesn't really apply to my life as much as that one line. I'm having difficulty realizing that I'm not the center of one person in particulars life (anymore?). Not that I was ever actually the focal point of everything this person did, but I know I used to have a significant affect on them and I'm afraid they have moved on.  I deserve it, really. I suppose I'm getting a taste of my own medicine, so to speak.

none of that made much sense on account of my ambiguous language choice.  But it was kind of more for me to organize my thoughts than for you to understand what I'm talking about. hahaha...yeah

i wish i would have done some of my homework in the 400 free periods i had today. but i didnt. typical. whatevs, i week closer to graduation i suppose.

also, I have my eyes on a new conquest, if you will.  actually, its more like reinventing an old conquest. game on?