The thing that's bothering me is the fact that I don't know why I can't sleep. I don't know how my thought process started (who ever does?) but I've literally covered every base in terms stress points- from those close at hand like the half marathon I am not prepared to run in two weeks, to others as far off as leaving for college next year (which I suppose is relatively close at hand as well). I'll keep you updated through the college process. Right now I'm thinking early apply to Syracuse. They have absolutely everything I want. The only thing keeping me from pulling the trigger is curiosity if I could get into some of my reach schools. But its all irrelevant because the average act yadayada for the school as a whole doesn't mean anything really for the programs I'm applying to. Like academically, I think I could get into Syracuse pretty comfortably. However, The Bandier Program? God only knows. Wish me luck.
Side note- I have a new obsession with candles. Christmas present? I think so. Less than 4 months! get cruuunk
